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| me and court had a very good discussion runnign errands tongiht. Seniors: (not even only seniors) but- this year is already FLYING by- ur last homecoming came and went. I'm writing this not only to make u guys realize, but to make me realize this before my senior year. For some of you, your last hockey season or soccer season is already over..some of you may NEVER play another game of hockey or soccer again. and for me, it was the last game I got to play with the famous right side (kels and liz) and all the otehr srs i love. bing, kochel, etc...u can't turn ur tassel and think that tehre was still one more time you couldve went out with ur friends..that there was one more memory you could've made. You gotta fill this year with things in every minute that you know will be worth while. Cause after highschool, my mom said- its it. It's it for alot of people. Guys go out and get other girlfriends..girls make new friends...groups aren't teh SAME again.. you can't just all pick up where u left off in all circumstances because everyone CHANGES. we've spent years with the best people in teh world..and in one it can easily change... ***I found what was the HARDEST thing to EVER go through...and that IS change***. you fight to hold on...you fight to let go..
Here in pottsgrove we're in this big comfy cozy place that we SAY we hate..but guys this here is our confort zone. Once you're away from it, you have this feeling of just thinking back to pottstown. pottstown=the best 4 years of ur life..just that word in itself throws athousand memories and words and feelings into your head. Our hearts are here. Our BEST FRIENDS ...our favorite teachers.. our PAST ..our HOME.
it's my LAST fall ball with the boys.. and it's their last fall ball for the rest of their life. "once it's over, you can't get it back"/// so make sure u walk out of that place not wanting to change a single thing about the night.
...these are the times... | | comments: 5 comments or Leave a comment |
| | dude i cANNOT wait for homecoming. metz is guna win car decorating im tellin yall right now.. and then our planned out night ($^#* with bing butt is guna be funnnnn :) ah*! | | comments: Leave a comment |
| I was a fool to believe . . .
A fool to believe. . .
It all ends today. . .
Yes, it all ends today
Today's the day when dreaming ends
*I'll save this all ...all these words.. all these thoughts. I'll save it. for a very good time. and U won't forget it. & THAT's a PROMISE that WON'T be broken. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | NEVER THOUGHT I'D SEE THE DAY WHERE MY "BESTFRIEND" WOULD DO THAT WITH MATT...... HOW COULD U DO THAT TO ME?. | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| | Is that what you call a getaway? Tell me what you got away with. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| This is for everyone who reads this post.
Post anything that you want, and post it anonymously. Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love -- anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like. Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say. | | comments: Leave a comment |
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| my goals before i graduate college (haha) - are to see LFO (if theyre still a band), dave matthews, coldplay, dashboard, michelle branch, GOO GOO DOLLS!, incubus, john mayer, train and yellowcard in concert....
and i wish the spice girls were still together
Still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
Still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
Still a little hard to say what's going on
Still a little bit of your ghost your witness
Still a little BIT of your face I haven't kissed
You step a little closer EACH DAY
THAT I can't SAY what's going on
Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannonball
Still a little bit of your song in my ear
Still a little bit of your words I long to hear
You step a little closer TO ME
So close that I can't see what's going on
Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to cry
So come on courage!
Teach me to be shy
'Cause it's not hard to fall
And I don't WANNA scare her
It's not hard to fall
And I don't wanna lose
It's not hard to grow
When you know that you just don't know | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | i can tell | | Time: | 07:13 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/flowers/sore.gif) sore |
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| spring-ford boys make me happy :]
-hahaha sry i just saw kraft online, got me thinkin of TM.
im sick of negative people man. i cant stand being around negative energy. its like HELLO THERE IM NOT HAVING A GREAT LIFE EITHER BUT DONT BRING MY MOOD DOWN.
im trying -so- hard to be optimistic. and u know? im pretty good with not thinking about things. i prefer to be happy.. i mean why WASTE a day.. an hour..a MINUTE of ur day that ur neverrrrrrr guna get back ..
=] please everyone try to be happy aroudn other ppl.. it will not only make U happy, but it will brighten others moods.......
bethany always makes me happy haha =)
and i love mine and abbs fake fights. theyre great haha they make me laugh.
game tommorow. ah im nervous. i REALLY want to start V... i did yesterday but that was b/c dara, cara, and kelsey were in italy so we'll see how tom. plays ouT.
-muah-
*kc | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | im just thinking about [summer] and how awesome it will be when u guys get your license. ...we'll be able to go to kevs and swim like everyday...and we'll actually have money so we can go on shopping sprees and stay however long we want b/c we can DRIVE there. and we can go to st. petes and valley forge ; ) u know our plans, and i can WORK in a swimsuit w/my FRIENDS. and i'll be playing lacrosse and doing swim meets at night. we can go to SPRING FORD baseball games and partys ;D ...we'll have day trips to the .b.e.a.c.h. and come home with red cheeks, tan lines, and a load of memories everytime. .. then we all look forward to our -vacations-. and our "summer flings"...when the sun stays out till nine.....and layin in the grass just to look at the sTaRs. (i know someone who can look at her own star ;D ) i cant wait until i can walk outside barefoot and wear my bikini around the house...and the *classics* can drive over just to lay out with me in my backyard and talk about the night before. =) - when we dont have to worry about homework, projects, or tests, and we can have sleepovers on MONDAY nights...and cruise with the windows down, sunglasses on, and the music blasting all day...when ice cream is too hard to eat b/c it will melt before you take your first lick.. and looking forward to the nights we play MAN HUNT at richardsons... when ppl come home from college ...boy do i miss towson, and jordan, and chris [hahaha], and EVEN matt friend. this summer we're never guna be stuck at home b/c even if I dont have a car, all my girls will and we can just driveeeee.. just drive to get away from this place ...like ab and i said at practice, we'll just have parties in her car if we have nothin to do hahaha (jk jk). and her HOT TUB will def. serve some use these summer nights... heres the time to call up old friends like mikey G ..and see everyoneee...im sure this summer we'll see alot of dennet, becca, mancuso, and that girl with the big fat tank ass.. haha i love u nicoleee! - and then theres always pat and shit ! =)... and the boys- and EVERYONE ELSE - this summers guna go by faster than the last. but each one will get better and better than the one before it. <3 * * | | comments: 5 comments or Leave a comment |
| Life takes ur dreams and turns them upside down. Ppl make promises that they cant keep. guys TAKE advantage of girls. Friends talk about you wen ur not around. everyone plays mind games... no one tells the truth or keeps a secret.
why are guys so simple and frank.. and girls are so deep and emotional? - why do we sit down and think about things when we have nothing else to do just to come to the realization about how depressing the environment is that we are living in? .
im not crazy im just a little unwell
i know right now you can't tell
but soon enough youre guna think of me
and how i used to be....... | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
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| | EVERYBODY DOWNLOAD - EDWIN MCCAIN- I COULD NOT ASK FOR MORE | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | ludacris- growing pains | | Time: | 06:47 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/flowers/happy.gif) optimistic |
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| and even though we were young, we had to stay strong... no matter what we went through- it was me and my crew
damn, my girls got me listening to all these old songs! love it haha. gunna make a cd for tommorows long drive.
- throughout your life, you go through "ups" and "downs".. but, depending on how you perceive things will tell you your happiness..make sense? . i think that no matter what you go through, its all how you look at it- and THAT will depend on your mood. i mean, im fuckin as happy as EVER .. and things def arent 100%.. not even close. but i try not to focus on that. everyone: you have to realize how good we have it. i mean, look at the weather outside. grades and school maybe stressful for a short period of time.. but life goes on and one F on a test won't do much on getting into ______ university. i wonder why ppl care about looks so much. yano, you cant really do much- im stuck being flat .. haha and a VERY low voice.. no1's totally perfect =) its springtime soon and you know what that means! summer right around the corner- most of uswill be driving (cough cough- not me haha).. and you can blast the music as loud as you want, and cruise to whereever u want to go.. just when u want to get out of pottsgrove. the suns coming back out, which will brighten everyones mood. and guys, its sooo true when they say "the stuff your freaking out about now, you will laugh about later". so smile when you fall down the stairs in teh hallway full of hot senior boys.. or dislocate your kneecap infront of the whole entire gym class and have to be carried off my coach pennypacker(haha).. u'll look back and laugh about it .. high schools all about having the best 4 years of your life, finding best friends that u couldnt have any more fun with, and living it the HELL up while you still can... we'll be off to college b4 u know it. stop CARING what ppl think of you. "do what you want and say what you feel. because people who MIND, dont matter, and people who MATTER, dont mind" =) <3
sweet home alabama.......where the skies are blueeeee* | | comments: 7 comments or Leave a comment |
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| wow. i really just wrote a whole entry and ax. deleted it. GRR! today=fun. reading to the 1st graders, good laughs with kelsey,sarah,ab,liz, and steph at dunkin donuts "I WAS A DIVA ONCE" . going to teh Y wtih beth and ZK after school, pos seeing RK (go for it beth. -its not called rape if he likes it). haha. friday=DC! i gotta get up at lke.. 5! lol my mom will pick u up at 540 court! i have so many damn proj coming up.
lax= stresses me out. i want to make V more than anything. but, i dont think ebert believes in me, i dont knwo i just feel like i get the "im not good enough" vibes from her. ambs, kim, and jenna really make me feel good at practice, and off the field. =) i love those girls. im glad the seniors are making us feel better about ourselves.
prom= i officially believe that i will never find a dress. mmhmm! . but i have a while to go. i know girls are all "FREAKING OUT" about this btu, ive realized its NOT the end of the world if i dont find the perfect "one" and. if someone else has mine. its not my senior prom so im trying to calm myself down at teh stess-o-meter considering theres no room in that field for anything else to make it go up higher than it already is.
thank god i get to see matt this weekend. we're gaun see the passioN! haha o ..and hes giving up pot for lent. i wonder if that will really happen. but he said its not "hard for him to turn it down"// --- if it would be. that would be absolutly pathedic. anyways, i gotta make a cheat sheet for my vocab test! <3 | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Time: | 08:56 pm | | Current Mood: | sore |
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| | "You have 4 years to be irresponsible here. Relax. Work is for people with jobs. You'll never remember class times, but you'll remember times you wasted hanging out with friends. So stay out late, go out on a Tuesday with your friends when you have a paper due Wednesday. Spend money you don't have. Drink til sunrise. The work never ends...but school does." Tom Petty | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | SWITCHFOOT-MEANT TO LIVE | | Time: | 07:14 pm | | Current Mood: | hopeful |
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| sry about my depressing entries lately but i seriously dont know what the hell is wrong wtih me.. well yeah i do but. ah. like last night.. i just layed down to go to sleep and i literally just cried. for no apparant reason. i just did. and today i just sat on the couch and said "mom i miss matt" and started bawling. the fact that all these things are piling up.. like im grounded,. fighting with my fam, my grades SUCK, i went shopping for prom dresses and OH MY GOD does NOTHING look good on me. i look absolutly terrible in everytyhing im so fuckinh flat. andddd i dislocated my knee cap, hm- and what else? - i cant talk on the phone, comp, or nething.. i havent seen matt in like 3 weeks- and yano, whether i wanna admit it or not, i kind of depend on him which is bad. like he would make me SO happy right now. he makes me forget my problems in an instant.
we want more than this worlds got to offffffferrr..
we were meant to live for so much more...
we've lost ourselves.
j4ycue: yeh this summer is gunna be ridiculous tho | | comments: Leave a comment |
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| | just when u think life cant get ne worse...it does | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | singing "i cant get no satisfaction"- britney spears | | Time: | 12:16 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/flowers/stressed.gif) stressed |
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| considering this is the only way i can communicate with people outside of school, im guna go to the lib as much as possible to write in here. thats pathedic. i dont even feel like explaining what happened- bc most of you know. and im really not in the greatest mood to replay "the fight". yet, i must say i was pretty proud of myself standing up to my parents lke that. and covering for my friends even tho my life=over. i dont know whats guna happen-but, depending on the punishment is what depends on how i react (make sense?). Maren might get a phoen call soon... :/
matt wrote me a 5 page note, and gave it to me this morning when i went to get the bus, that made me feel better- so tonight im just guna keep reading that to keep me sane. bethany said she was going to make me bags full of "activities" i can do if im grounded for the rest of my life. :D ha- if thats true, court will get a knock on her door pretty damn soon.- i have 2 more goals to achieve by summer:
1)get tested for A-D-D (no im not kiddin lol)
2) get GLASSES!
-wow. that sounded wayy nerdy.
abby and bethany made me laugh this morning when they freaked out as i turned the corner= yeah thats how bad it is. they thought i was beaten to death hahahha. mhmm. i was even thinking of skipping today and living at KU wtih mingy lol. jk that would never happen.
i have a huge hist project coming up, a trip to DC (wow!!! maybe i'llhave fun onthe weekend with my friends!)
and im praying to god they wont take away the wedding.. or prom with greg. which is a good possibility.
thx for making me smile today girls i love you~!!! | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Baker Street- Jerry Rafferty- | | Time: | 08:34 am | | Current Mood: | anxious |
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| when you wake up its a new morning,
the sun is shining its a new morning,
and you're glowing, you're glowing now.
last night was.... _________ . -ha. im going to prom with greggory tho!!! :D
im actually excited for today- get to start off w/ some lax, and then watch miracle with my team whoop.
courtney hinkle- hello miss i must talk to you today :) i love you and im happy that lyle called u last night. fill me in on what i missed after 11 .
MY CURFEW SUCKS- CAN SOMEONE PLEASE GIVE ME ADVICE ON HOW TO GET MY PARENTS TO MAKE IT LATER!
it used to be so easy.... | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
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